Monday, January 7, 2013

My grandma, my love

My heart is broken...
I have never felt a loss as great as losing my precious, God-loving grandma.
She was THE. BEST. period.
I loved her more than words and now she is gone.

I have moments where I understand and know it's for the best. Then I have my moments where I can't understand why she's gone no matter how hard I try.

She's only been gone 2 days and it seems impossible to imagine my life without her.

Our family holidays will never be the same...someone will always be missing. 

When I was little and stayed the night, we'd always stop by the grocery store to pick up my favorite cereals and snacks. You would have thought I was staying a week instead of 1 night! As a kid, I thought that was so exciting! Plus, Grandma always had a stock of Oreos and milk!


 Grandma didn't love to have her picture taken, but she would tolerate it for us girls!

 Thanks to my generous grandma, we never went back to school without snazzy new school clothes! She would let us get whatever we wanted, which is why I'd come home with the craziest, loudest clothes Dillards made in the 80's and 90's!

 As far as grandmas go, she was perfect! Growing up, my grandma was my Sunday School teacher which I loved! When I was in a different class, I remember running up the stairs (late of course) and she would be sitting in her room, in the doorway view and I'd always run and give her a hug before I went to my own class! I'm pretty sure we'd beg to go home with her every Sunday after church.

 To capture her true smile, you'd have to catch her off guard!


It kills me inside to think that my grandma will never meet my children, knowing they would adore her.

My grandma loved to shop! Must be where I get that from! She would plan a shopping trips with her 5 sisters and never came home empty-handed where her grandchildren were concerned. We were totally spoiled!

My heart just can't understand...

 
1"Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God; trust also in me. 2In my Father's house are many rooms; if it were not so, I would have told you. I am going there to prepare a place for you. 3And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and take you to be with me that you also may be where I am. John 14:1-3

6 comments:

Haley said...

Thinking of you, friend. xo

TracyZLesh @ Then I Got To Thinking said...

I am so sorry for your loss... she sounds like an amazing woman and I am sure you will miss her forever... just know that she isn't far, but always in your heart. Thinking of you and your family!

Madison's Mommy said...

Beautiful post. Thinking of you all!

Ali Richardson said...

Oh Marie, I'm so sorry for your loss. Sounds like she was a wonderful and well loved lady. You will meet again some day. Until then, keep smiling. I'm sure she would want you to. Hang in there!

Lisa @ Turning Tables said...

Grandma's have such a special place in our hearts. I am so sorry for your loss. It definitely sounds like she had a full life filled with love and happiness and an amazing family surrounding her. & your kiddos will know her through you. Her memory will live on. Again, I am so sorry for your loss.

Kimmy said...

So sorry to hear about your loss! Thank you for sharing such beautiful memories about your Grandma with us. I will keep you and your family in my prayers! Hugs!

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